So I’m finally following my dreams and travelling the world. I leave in a week for 5 months. It just so happens that I’ve also met someone. I met him a couple of months ago and we’ve been seeing each other, but now it’s time for me to leave… And follow my dreams. The thing is I’m afraid I going to lose him.. That when I get back he’ll have moved on and forgotten about me. He makes me smile and laugh and he gets me like most people don’t and I don’t want to lose that. I hate that I feel this way, that I’m anxious about leaving, over someone I’ve only been seeing for a couple months to follow my dreams which I’ve had for a lifetime. Life sure does like to play games sometimes.